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i sit back and swallow the words i want to say,
i let it out and start to feel sick and despised,
thinking that the hurt will soon go away,
i feel guilt and start to tell the lies.

things you ask me i want to tell you,
you want me to be honest how i feel,
its a scar in my heart like a tatoo,
the feelings deep inside i conceal.

here are some thoughts that im going to reveal,
behind the lies and the secrets i have kept,
u give me the feelings that are unreal,
but the new feelings now intercept.

the feelings for you never went away,
but honestly will never be the same,
maybe the feelings i had for you will go away one day,
or maybe in the future i would be the one to blame.

i sit back and hope these thoughts will go away,
hoping you will never find out,
all the things i wanna say,
but one day you will find out without a doubt.