I have a Painful past 

been to places that never last

Met people that come and go

have feelings that never show 

I know what its like to be pissed at the world

to be shoved to the ground and my mind in a whirl

I know what its like to feel unwanted and lost 

and to barely have friends and to sit in a courtroom with my fingers crossed

I know what its like to have a smile on my face so know no one knows how i feel

but on the inside im broken and the pain has no shield

I know what its like to be the one with no trust

to be the one that sits and wonders if my life will combust

I know what its like to have too many friends

to be stuck in the middle with all the loose ends

I know what its like to feel the weight of the world on my shoulders

to be faced with decisions thats within the eye of the beholder

I know what its like to be the one with the broken heart

and cry all night with a pillow in my arms 

I know what its like to be the one in pain

to get so mad and say gods name in vein

I know what its like to say something untrue

and i know this is life but the question is do you?