I was hurt shamed, I never was good enough, "never tried hard to be" they said but the truth is I tried my best but it wasn’t enough I shed crimson tears as my heart bled as the fear inside my mind spreads through my body like a disease darkness quickly swallows me whole blood surrounds me traps me it’s so cold but in the darkness theirs is a light and trough it all I see your hand to hold your heart to touch but can YOU free me from my cold unforgiving past