Emily Larrabee
I can’t seem to find the right word to describe it. Love, hate, fear, tears? Those emotions fill my head right now. I had no idea what to say. I asked my friends. They just confused me more. They told me to say yes. Then one said to say no. Who do I trust. Do I want to be his number one? I can’t change the fact that he dated my best friend. She doesn’t care. Am I racist if I say no. Am I desperate if I say yes. Will he be the one to wrap his arms around me and whisper in my ear. Will I be the one he points out to his friend in the hall and says. “Thats her.” Will I be the one who he gives his hoodie to? Will he be the one who answers my calls at 3 am? Will he be the one who stuffs love notes in my locker? Will he be the one who brings me roses for no reason at all? Will he be mine? Or am I just dreaming of the perfect boyfriend who will treat me like a princess. Is he just a loser in tin foil.