For what it seemed, I was lost, never found.. always lost

wandering around, head overflowing with thoughts.

Bad memories haunting my head, making me feel dead, making it seem like I deserve death.

The love I thought I found, killing me slowly, making my body hurt all over, my heart falling to pieces.

I'm broken , my spirit faded away, my love was fake, my heart was in the wrong place, my head wasn't working... and my ears did not listen to the truth that has been told. 

Of course it was the truth, I was just too subborn to see the signs, my stupid head, my lying heart..betrayed me.

He betrayed me...

Told me he loved me... lie

told me he wanted to be with me... lie 

said he would always care for me... lie

nothing but lies, 

lies do not make ties..they break, they tangle, and for that moment you want nothing more than to strangle the living life of those lies out .... make them stop breathing just for a second to clear your head...