Okay

This is about suicide

When it comes down to it

I hope that you'll all think twice

On the day that I die, will you just sit and cry
Contemplating suicide, Because it was not my time
Or will you be fine, Thinkin' back on all the good times
with me, when I was still with you and by your side
Cuz, I'm not fine now, I'm actually feeling kinda down
My heads spinning, I'm not winning this game of life so how
will I make it out of this game alive, i fear I'll drown
under all this pressure that's making my neck spin back around
It's like I'm wearin' a crown, but I don't feel like king
I feel like a fucking clown, so just laugh 'til my ears ring
so keep pointing your fingers, and keep saying those things
and I might just do something that will make you cringe
repent for all of your sins, and just apologize
for cutting my fins, thrown me in an ocean of lies
now would you please excuse me while I kiss the sky
because death must be better than this, so why

can't I just

think about all the good times
there's no sense in thinkin' bout these bad times
and though I'm really not feelin' fine
I hope that you can read these signs

I just think that I am lost, a lost soul
and I can't keep my feelings in control
I've been lost so long inside this deep hole
I'll let the reaper come and take his toll

I wish I could get help, But I don't think that I can
cuz they aint seen hell, and they just cannot understand
anyone but themself, so I won't even give 'ema chance
to spit their shit at me so I think that I will just tell
Them to fuck off because I think they'll think I'm not well
They'll wanna send me to therapy, lock me up in a cell
But I won't be tied down, I'll grab my gun and rebel
Cuz when my mortgage is due, I got my soul to sell
it's time for farewell, I got nothin' going for me
I wanna break this shell, spread up my wings and be free
not gonna let fate tell, me how it's gonna be
When you wake up tomorrow don't expect to be seeing me
and if you're deep in sorrow and it's all because of my death
Just think of what was prolly going on in my head
I was so confused just sitting on the foot of my bed
But I remembered to say I love you all with my last breath

guess I couldn't

just think about all the good times
you can try and forget about these bad times
though you may not always be feelin' fine
just know that I'm still by your side

I just thought that I was lost, a lost soul
and I couldn't keep my feelings in control
I was lost so long inside that deep hole
I let the reaper come and take his toll

People always hurtin' themselves, but they not hurtin' themself
They're hurting others, Their family friends and everyone else
Cuz people care, Though you might not always see it yourself
these people love you, even though you think you're going through hell
So just stop think and listen, need to stop this killin'
cuz you don't know what you're missin', you know you're one in a million
So when life gives lemons and there's too much pain unmentioned
just second guess it, cuz We don't need another lesson
on death, because it surrounds us and becomes a part of us
we want you to be with us and not laid out in front of us
on a stretcher made of our own guilt
the guilt we built out of all the tears we spilt
out of our eyes, these eyes, these eyes, that tell us lies
we really can't believe it when we see that you died
So take your time When you make a decision about your life
that involves hurting everyone you love and giving them strife
giving them heartache that cuts deeper and much worse than a knife
The knife you befriended just because you thought that it might
ease the pain, but you know baby that pain is just life
the pain we all feel, that makes it hard to sleep at night
don't make it harder, for me to sleep without the light
don't be the next ghost that haunts me in my dreams tonight
because I know that you might not be havin' the best time
just try to settle down and think about the good times

and if you're not feelin' fine

Just remember

We love you

We want you here

don't make it hard for me
to think about all the good times
you left the world right before our eyes
Now I'm not sure I'll ever be feelin' fine
and it's all because you aren't alive

I understand that you were lost, a lost soul
and you couldn't keep your feelings in control
But I love you and it wasn't your time to go
but you let the reaper come and take his toll

if you think your problems are to much to bare

just share em anyway, you know we care

they're no reason for you do die

so please never consider suicide